Something AWESOME just happened.
So many of you know that I had a really rough, somewhat nasty divorce
and custody battle. It was pretty brutal and super long (4 years total
in court/hearings/etc). When my ex-husband and I first split it was so
heated, so intense. I remember for the first 2.5-3 years whenever I got
an email from him I took a sharp intake of breath and all my muscles
tensed. We were just not able to
communicate and we were fighting tooth and nail over our son - the
person we both most care for, yearn for and love.
He's a good
person, a good dad but when we first divorced we couldn't find any
middle ground, at all. It always felt like we were trying to etch a
space in rock that just wouldn't break open. But the one thing we held
on to each was that we knew the reason why this was so difficult was
because we each loved our son so much. And that created a light at the
end of this proverbial tunnel of difficulty that made the work bearable.
We've been divorced now well over 6 years and the custody
stuff ended close to three years ago. We've worked really, really hard.
We've learned how to listen better, how to say things more gently. I
remember when he was talking to me on the phone about Una, something to
do with school or his health or something - and made a half-joke,
something that broke the tense, business like communication we'd had for
so long. I was shocked for a second, like jolted. Then, I smiled so
big and thought oh My God, we're breaking new ground! It's becoming
I got a email yesterday about something to do with
my son's health. He had to move forward on one of our son's health
situations (nothing big at all, super minor) and was informing me. He
said some things that caught my eye - the Dr's last name was my ex-husbands, and that the doctor would perform the treatment at no cost but he'd accept donations. And I was
like, oh - ok. I can do that. No problem I can send a donation!
I get an email back immediately
that said it was a joke and they were able to find at home remedies that
worked just as well. He said he was Dr. Kennedy and the donations
thing was a joke. I was so shocked at first, I'm sure my face turned
beet red and I had this huge smile on my face. We had never gone so far
as to pull a prank on the other person. Ever. I was so thrilled that
we'd finally gotten this far! I feel like we are now engaging on a
level of respect and trust and even humor! We are finally letting our
shoulders slack and saying, hey - we are in this together, right? Let's
be friends. We aren't besties, but hey, it's a start! — feeling great.
Divorce is hard, especially with children. But the best thing you can do for your child is work as hard as you can on developing and maintaining a strong and healthy relationship with his other parent. Step by step.